@Albetø-ツ yes you're right. It's so hard for me. I dont know how to deal with it. Feel like I'm getting PTSD. I talk to myself assuming she's next to me.

@Albetø-ツ if wants it. She would unblock me. Right?

@Goosiah I'm planning on sending her a letter

@Goosiah I'm not talking about normal fights. What do i do?

@Goosiah lol I don't know about that. She loved me like no one else could. We were really happy when we were normal but when we had fights we were like tornado and volcano coming together. We could never leave no matter how much we hurt each other. I just don't know what to do now. Feel like I'm having ptsd now

@TinBelle lol I didn't know this was a thing.I tend act that way when someone is special to me. Used to be like that with my ex. I feel sad now bye.

@Goosiah I couldn't take her abuse , blackmail and lies
Anymore and I slapped her. I deleted her phone storage remotely by mistake. She thinks I did it deliberately but again this was like a year ago. She thinks I forced her to buy a dress buy I really liked the way she looked in it. She was the one who picked the dress. I never choose her dress. I just told her if you dont like anything we ll go back and buy that dress. I feel like I'm a bad person.

We did many things to each other but we held on and never gave up but all of a sudden she spoke about the mistakes I did like a year ago and left .

It's been 2 months since we spoke. I wanna win her back. Any ideas ? I've been blocked everywhere. What do I do?