Posts made by lost_illusion19

@Cold-Sun hahaha, I found a my weirdo twin!!!

@Arun-DWIVEDI yasss, as long as you don't bring in sexual stuff. jk, but seriously tho don't do that😂

@Matt_Aranha awwww, thankyouu☺🥺

Bello strangers! I'm back here again, yeah I did leave for a while but I realized I had good friends but in the time span in which I was away I lost every single one of them!!
So yesss, I'm here for a fresh start and am looking for some new friends☺

my socials (ehh, I shouldn't even be saying that, I barely use 2 apps🤦🏻‍♀️)
VSCO - @loonley_looser
TELEGRAM - @MARIIInate

@Escanor_ noiii. I'm facing the same prob too

@baldshinobi :)))💞

"There's nothing wrong with you, there's a lot wrong with the world you live in"
Happy pride month y'all!!

Pain

Does pain turn people away
from their God? If so, how?
Pain can turn anyone away
from just about anything. Pain is
capable of causing you to do
things you would never consider
doing, such as blaming God for
your unhappiness.

Pain . . . such a simple word,
but so packed with meaning. I
have come to learn that pain is
the strongest emotion one can feel. Unlike every other emotion,
it’s the only one every human
being is guaranteed to feel at
some point in their life, and there
is no upside to pain, no positive
aspect that can make you look at
it from a different perspective . . .
there’s only the overwhelming
sensation of pain itself. Lately
I’ve become very well acquainted
with pain—the ache has become
nearly unbearable. Sometimes
when I’m alone, which is more
often than not as of recently, I
find myself trying to decide which
type of pain is worse. The answer
isn’t as simple as I thought it
would be. The slow and steady- aching pain, the type of pain that
comes when you’ve been hurt
repeatedly by the same person,
yet here you are, here I am,
allowing the pain to continue . . .
it never ends.
Only in those rare moments
when he pulls me to his chest and
makes promises that he never
seems able to keep does the pain
disappear. Just as I get used to
the freedom, my freedom from my
self-inflicted pain, it returns with
another blow. I have decided that the hot,
burning, inescapable pain is the
worst. This pain comes when you
finally begin to relax, you finally
breathe, thinking that some issue
is yesterday’s problem, when in
fact it’s today’s problem,
tomorrow’s problem, and the
problem of every day after that.
This pain comes when you pour
everything into something, into
someone, and they betray you so
completely—so seemingly on a
whim—that the pain crushes you
and you feel as if you’re barely
breathing, barely holding on to
that small fraction of whatever is
left inside of you begging you to go on, to not give up.

Sometimes it’s faith that people hold on to. Sometimes, if you’re lucky enough, you can confide in someone else and trust them to pull you out of the pain before you dwell in it for too long. Pain is one of those hideous places that, once visited, you have to fight your way out, and even when you think you have escaped it, you find that it has permanently marked you. If
you’re like me, you don’t have
anyone to depend on, no one to take your hand and assure you that you’ll make it through this hell. Instead, you have to lace up your boots, grab your own hand,
and pull yourself out.

What does faith mean to you?
Do you have faith in something higher? Do you believe that faith can bring good things to people?

@Angel-in-sadBody oh hunny, I'm so sorry its happening to you. If you believe in Karma, those bastards will have to pay for it. Hope you're okay

@XD7 i didn't even knew that song until i saw TATBILB 😂😂

@Pepsigurl hehe, M definately describes me, lmao.

@Mickeyyyyy that's deep💞

@Greymatter Thankiess

@Woofy it's cool, and I'm really grateful that he didn't just disappeared out of my life, we talk from time to time :)

@Canadian-guy yeah, at first i was furious at him but eventually i realised that it was for greater good.

@Pepsigurl he asked me out on 14th October and broke up with me on 7th Jan right after his birthday. We lasted almost 4 months. Reason? Long distance wasn't working out for him.

She moved on, and
i feel sorry for you,
because she thought
you were the most amazing boy ever.
If she could have had any guy
in the world,
she still would have picked you.
Now, you're just
another part of her past,
a memory more faded everyday.
And someday, she'll find the one
she deserves, and will make her
the happiest girl in the world

@Mickeyyyyy isn't it upto me how i want people to see me?😂

@Mickeyyyyy nooiii, didn't change because of you😂