Posts made by Last Serjbender

@Rayse what do you mean by meat? seem appealing

It has come naturally. Even though I'm 19 and still single, white girls are my nutrient. They give me what my body needs. Now if this girl is out of shape or not to my liking, not interested. In Savannah (at least where I stay at) most white women I see are attractive, even in my school. Every fucking day I wish (might even pray about it) hoping a smart, funny, attractive, sexy body, understanding white girl approaches me. I'm really starting to fucking think that maybe it is my race because society today don't normally see a white women approaching a black man like me. I see white women jog often which makes them hotter. This is why staying in shape is important for both guys and women to feel and look better than they already are. Don't even get me started on white women wearing jeans that fit their shape, this arouses me. And yes, I see many white women wearing jeans. White women to me personally first has to be smart, but i view them as a sex appeal. Brunettes and blondes are the main white women. A white women can have any color in her hair and still attract my attention of arousal. If there was a party invitation for which I was invited with white women at that party, I AM GOING TO FUCKING GO. White women to my desired needs is an awakening. I'm just basing my desires on theories though.

@cjko im 19......first off, you're correct my age is my eagerness and desire.....almost like my embryonic self. Seeing comments like these makes me want to cry. Some friends do turn their backs, but maybe is because those friends dont want to deal with sadness of others since they see that as a weakness or don't want for themselves to have a bad day. I'm constantly alert about investing myself, just don't want to get judged by other people...that will soon change though. and yes, this site is my solace

@CocaCola which is why my brain is on edge everyday......my lonliness..... yes your are right, this is good, but when i feel that no one is around to keep me sane, my mental feeling go insane.

@TheGoldenMole i will soon figure it out, i share my feelings on this site because i know friends exist here that are supportive like you. i thank you for your kind response.

@vishkun why at last? is the million dollar question.

Fucking depression. My depression is feeling left out by me not having a person to person, group to group interaction. Having little people to connect with makes me long for social desire. I feel as though i am here to just exist and that's that, like a box with nothing inside of it, like I'm here with no purpose. I really fucking believe I should go inside a portal to another reality to be happy, with friends, or with aliens. What if that's the answer? I often find me talking to me. Should I just embrace my loneliness of depression? Should suicide be the answer? This is my hell, my own personal hell. Can I rob a bank without no one noticing?
(These are my anonymous thoughts)

It seems I have a long way to go. I'm still fucking single at 19 and still a pure virgin. Is it my looks, my race, am I in the wrong dimension? What if I'm cursed by the Gods? The cold hard truth is that girls probably don't want me, maybe I'm ugly. There's another possibility that maybe i am to scary to come across.

@Bela-Hella this post is savage

@Bela-Hella im here!!!

@Bela-Hella "jive" ----- an object

@nightshifter i agree just as well as you do

@Bela-Hella thanks, im a surprise aren't I?

The Ancient Alien theory suggests that aliens have visited the past thousands of years ago. Georgio Tsoukalos is the expert on that theory. The ancient past is much more complex than we think.

@nightshifter @Bela-Hella @Newguy32 @Adrian-Injustice @mycupoftea @soniii

March 31, 2019