Fucking depression. My depression is feeling left out by me not having a person to person, group to group interaction. Having little people to connect with makes me long for social desire. I feel as though i am here to just exist and that's that, like a box with nothing inside of it, like I'm here with no purpose. I really fucking believe I should go inside a portal to another reality to be happy, with friends, or with aliens. What if that's the answer? I often find me talking to me. Should I just embrace my loneliness of depression? Should suicide be the answer? This is my hell, my own personal hell. Can I rob a bank without no one noticing?
(These are my anonymous thoughts)
Best posts made by Last Serjbender
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Depression Of Personality: Personal Lifestyle
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The First Written Post
The Ancient Alien theory suggests that aliens have visited the past thousands of years ago. Georgio Tsoukalos is the expert on that theory. The ancient past is much more complex than we think.
@nightshifter @Bela-Hella @Newguy32 @Adrian-Injustice @mycupoftea @soniii
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RE: If you could have any three things in the world, what would they be? :)
- $100,000,000,000
- An ironman suit
- Better communication skills to get in any white woman's pants
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Less Facial Hair, Less Approachable
I think secretly women love guys with beards. I for one don't have one. I think i'm that type of guy as if I don't have a beard, I won't get the girl. Beards bring out a finer side of a guy to cover his sweet, baby face. I think if a beard is really fucking as a jungle, the women will come. For me, this just might be the case for me personally. The best beard a woman likes is the heavy stubble (scientifically). A stubble is cool, but for me, my beard will have to be thicker than that. Women see beards as a sex symbol of masculinity. For me as a clean shaven young man, women won't come to me for a while (beard speaking terms) . Keep in mind im 19. It all ties to attraction, maybe my face clean shaven is not the attractive side of me. Ladies and ladies only, will I have a chance if or when I finally have a beard?
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RE: if a liar is telling you that s/he lied.. would you believe it?
@cjko no, because they may be lying that they lied, mindfuckery right there.
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RE: What Would You Do If....
@TheGoldenMole great question, now you have my anonymous attention..... my princess name will be Sermia and my dress will be short or i might just wear jeans
alot.
-My castle will be a big, but not so big castle with the color of red and gold, with more gold.
-My age will be 24- If hell broke loose because i went out of character, my strategy will be to start from scratch again.
-If i lost character, my 2nd strategy will be to continue on my journey.... but more carefully
-If hell broke loose, my 3rd strategy will be to change character
- If hell broke loose because i went out of character, my strategy will be to start from scratch again.
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RE: Depression Of Personality: Personal Lifestyle
@TheGoldenMole i will soon figure it out, i share my feelings on this site because i know friends exist here that are supportive like you. i thank you for your kind response.
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RE: What Would You Do If....
@TheGoldenMole maybe the wolverine and the flash combined
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RE: If you could have any three things in the world, what would they be? :)
@Matthyah i fucking agree with that 1000%
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RE: Depression Of Personality: Personal Lifestyle
@cjko im 19......first off, you're correct my age is my eagerness and desire.....almost like my embryonic self. Seeing comments like these makes me want to cry. Some friends do turn their backs, but maybe is because those friends dont want to deal with sadness of others since they see that as a weakness or don't want for themselves to have a bad day. I'm constantly alert about investing myself, just don't want to get judged by other people...that will soon change though. and yes, this site is my solace
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RE: If you could have any three things in the world, what would they be? :)
@focus nailed it, unlimited everything from porn to pizza
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RE: Less Facial Hair, Less Approachable
@VioletApple thats a good, hot pickup line. i would love to be your apple in your picnic basket
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RE: Less Facial Hair, Less Approachable
@VioletApple i read your bio, gotta say, the poems were well thought out....i love me intelligence
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Anonymous 19 Void
This amazing picture with that lovely hair is only part of an Anonymous legion.
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RE: The First Written Post
@Bela-Hella thanks, im a surprise aren't I?