@shaun-durwin completely understand anytime we deal with facing a character defect in ourselfs especially something that we are addicted to we tend to be very self concious about it trust me I'm a recovering addict to more than one vice some legal most not but with that being said I won't push and just so you know I'm here to talk with you about whatever I'm not a therapist nor do I have any valid license to make any sort of diagnosis on you I have however spent many years reading literature about addictions behaviors and different types of personalities and what they tend to fall victims to most commonly so I will listen and I will tell my story and I will give you my honest opinion on how I myself go about dealing with my struggles and I will never judge nor tell you your different from any other addict on this earth but if I recommend you talking with a true professional because I believe you'd benefit from it because there may be things they can do to help you cope or have reduced urges with your addiction would you do it?
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RE: Could do with some advice (a first for the man that normally gives advice :/ )
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RE: Could do with some advice (a first for the man that normally gives advice :/ )
@shaun-durwin ok what's your addiction first off?
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RE: If You Could Steal Anything in the Whole Wide World, What Would it be?
In complete and utter honesty it would be the time from 9/19/2017 at exactly 12:13 pm cst all the way up until my right foot slipped off tire and bound my knee up and I felt like I was less than the "super"man she thought me to be. Clear up to the drive home early because I couldn't finish my shift out because my supervisors thought it would be a "Liability" and the only thought on my mind was that I'd just convinced the greatest thing to ever cross my path to take a chance for once in her sheltered life and promised her I wouldn't let her fall. And I stopped to buy a bottle and thought twice turned around and my eyes met with another mans and instead of a bottle he had something far worse my deepest enemy my true vice that devil that dances for days not hours and I accepted and from that moment on I became her demon. So if I could steal one thing and one thing only it'd be her naivety and innocence of how cruel addictions can be to those that love those with addictions. It wouldn't be her heart or my sobriety because I willingly made those choices to threw those to the dogs but I wish I could steal her peace and joy and laughter back from Hell where I took them and buried them. I wish I could return them to the rightful owner so she could give them to a Man who truly deserved them.
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RE: Could do with some advice (a first for the man that normally gives advice :/ )
@shaun-durwin feel free to message at anytime and I do appreciate the Sir but I myself am only 32, sir lol