Don't worry dear, the true love will come....you just need to go through it,but take easy on yourself. I guess some guilt is overcoming your efforts to forget.

@Lovelost He might be trying for job, give him your support. If he treats you badly then is the right time to leave him. You better know ,if love is between you both are not. Don't ask anyone's opinion. It is you who have to make your life's choices.