Posts made by GenuineJavanese

@error-sans oh i'm so sorry... So what did caused you canceling to commit that then?

@AmeliePoulain @HanzoHarashi @SkyBoy ohh it really back me up.. I can comprehend what you said, i feel like i'm not alone now.. Ohh my regard for you all.. I'm getting better.. You stop me to do fuckin suicidal, despite it's not fully recovered.. It realize me that This Life is matter. Omg.. I was about to do that, thank you very much

@ja8883 oohhh 'ppreciate it 😭

@AllAboutGay i dont wanna go out of this bed, let alone attending parade...😏 Via zoom? Ohhhh

@knownsense i didnt do that, my mam came across that poison😒
And she said.. "Omg.., hey.. Why you waste your money for it?"

@Pepsigurl wow.. You are in same suffer as mine.. Pls share your experience

@Hurt thinkable❤.. I heard anti-depresant the exact medicine.. But i just known it 🤔

@Hurt it mean i must deal with it and try to withstand? If yes.. You know I'd ever past it like that, too wasted to time if i just withstanding... That i need rn.. Something like medicine or other like..when i consume i'll get well

@Vlad20 ohhhh.. You're right😢 you even get me better by your wise words.. But it for while... There is nothing know exactly what i have..

@knownsense i've bought rat poison.. Now.. It's in my grip😭

@taropudding ohh you have standed me up.. But if you were me rn.. What would you do? You dont even know how to start it to get better.. You actually have no burden in your life tho.. But these disorders bring you as if you have it alot

@I-AND-ME you said "If you dont change anything, nothing will change", you know when those disorders stucked in my soul.. I cant even controll myself and thinking normally.. As if i'm dumbest, useless..I even cant use my brain well even for easy activity also losing lifejoy.. How can i change to get better by using my mind?????😭

@I-AND-ME lemme telling story, these soul disorders as if a annual illness.. I've past those multiple times but untill now i dont know how to escape from those intentionally. I want these disorder like when you headache and you drink medice of it and you get well then. But these disorders arent.. 😭,

@I-AND-ME omg.. What have you said so touch the point.. Thank you, you have got my mood better but speaking of experience, had ever you had the same suffer as me?

@I-AND-ME i'm 22.. As a college student also

@Rose_ washing a car by using hand only and just 15 minutes finished by using power of fackin' quarantine 😂

I'm in fuckin anxiety disorder and depression, as if have a huge burden in the future that i cant pass and give up, I'm in deepest phase of this suffer right now, how to quit from this suffer?😣 should i suicide😭