I am in a very toxic relationship that is mentally abusive. need someone to talk to..

Hi people. These days I am in the mood to read horror. I like disturbing stuff that will stay with me for a few days and make me wonder why on earth the author wrote this!! so far I have read "Lapnova" and "Tender is the Flesh".

I am in a very toxic relationship that is mentally abusive. need someone to talk to..

My life has been on repeat for over two years now. I was once a person who despised routines of any sort, but now I have become one big loop. How did I reach here? been asking this question ever since.