I just realize that I was leading someone on and I feel bad but I’m also realizing that I could possibly be just victivising myself and I don’t wanna do that no more I wanna grow I want to become a better man but because relationships friendships have gone through the cracks over months all my feelings are hurt and my heart is hurting and my spirit is hurt I know it sounds like I’m the victim but I can’t tonight is fillers and maybe I’m wrong I’m feeling this way I don’t really know I have no clue but I’m just trying to understand myself more