“When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep, and you're never really awake. With insomnia, nothing's real. Everything is far away. Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy." - Fight Club
This is 100 % accurate.
Gonna weigh in here because its quite relevant to me. So instead of my raised eyebrows to those if its by choice Ill tell you more then ive told my own mother. Approaching 30 myself and some insight for anyone it applies to.
Some people dont like sleeping, Some people choose, Some people are afraid to believe it or not and the list goes on as long as the gene pool does. Longest ive been up and its trending for a month maybe two now after i do sleep is nearing 4 days. When I sleep its like a catch up of 18 hours straight. Its cause is lightly put as stress and its not getting better lately. Day 5 I hear is not far from a silent hill movie.
Hallucinations will surface nearing 2 1/2 days - 3 1/2 and they are not something id call enjoyable, Little things like seeing a black (could be cat) run across in the corner of your eye. Vibrations looking at the monitor Either of those arent so bad. Hearing footsteps inside my apartment, Seeing an arm go to grab my shoulder in said apartment. Those are troubling to me. On top of that, day two fellas? Long term exposure at this period can instigate organ failure, Personality developments and lots of other 'great' chapters that never would of been there otherwise. Rem sleep is a crucial part to the soul and when you dont remember the last time you slept you lose a part of yourself also. Id love to sleep - But Id love to find a place to sort the shit ive seen others do to each other first. 'loved' ones that have done similar stuff to me. All of this paragraph could be classified as inhumane actions and the repercussions of it. Everyone loses when this happens.
Treat your strangers like you would treat your family and treat your family like you treat yourself but let few in close enough to know who you are 100 %. Too often we go about our business not realizing in the slightest what our business does to others environments. Its why Im here, Its why I make music. Because words fail me every day in comparison. Its why Id give my time to listen to another and Its why I wont stop either - Especially when i should.
My glass will remain half full. So there I smile in spite of it all. Treat your body well. Surround your mind and presence with good people, they are always few and far between but worth the search and wait! Sleep isnt for the weak, its for the darwinism in all of us. For some, the process itself is a great challenge.
There, All done.
sooo.. How about that legalized out of stock weed in canada?? XD