Posts made by devastated26

I have been with this guy for two years and he just up and left me a month after i found out i was pregnant,he met a girl and fell in love soon after, i still tried to fix us while i was pregnant and even after our baby was born, he gave me the impression that we could try again ,that i had a chance , leading me on giving me false hope , acting as if he loved me ....he eventually came out and told me that he was using me after we broke up, he lead me on because he believed if he told me he didnt want me i would keep our kid from him....this is my second child...i dont understand why men keep getting me pregnant and leaving..im so heartbroken ...i really thought i could have a family this time...i cry everyday for him...i cant breathe..i cant eat..i cant sleep..i cant focus ....i feel like i cant go on...how do i stop feeling this way ...i dont want to feel this way anymore ...have you ever loved someone so much you feel like its the end of the world