Im starting to go threw the worse days and months of my life because everyday i wonder if i ever will be able to come home to a women who will cherish and compliment me for being there for her threw thick and thin no matter how tough it gets i rather work on things then to leave sure if she cheats twice im gone but everyone deserves a 2nd chance to fix things and to be better.
I Was willing to put down the medical marijuana just to show i would do anything to make someone happy.
I Would come home after a long day and know someone is coming home from work around 5 p.m
I Would clean up the place but not fully because i love watching someone show there independent but know how to ask for someone to help.
I Would dance with someone nightly, daily i would have random dance partys because i knew i was accepted.
i knew i would be able to let someone fully in and stop holding back.
But i tend to forget that life is not a fairy tale, that life can be alot tougher.
I Have never had this much issues with my life and maybe i feel childish for admitting it.
Ever since the women who purposed to me has left i have been so lonely because i was expecting to spend the rest of my life with someone now that its been a while im ready to find someone new but the thing is.
How do i know shes even out there.
I Can type for days but i feel this is not going to even be read.
Can this site find someone love ?