@notaserialkiller I don't know what happened to you that destroyed your self esteem but I can promise you that most women don't really place that much importance on looks, money and even IQ. There are shallow people out there, don't get me wrong, but most women care more about a guys personality, if they're kind and supportive and make them laugh. Judging by your post I can sense a lot of hate and anger, mainly at yourself but also towards women. Most Women aren't going to get involved with someone who hates them, your anger is what is pushing people away not your looks of unemployment.