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Have you ever felt a type of way that you couldn't explain?
You're not mad...not sad...not happy... but you feel some type of way.
like there is not a word in the English dictionary that correctly captures how you feel

@emilyyyyy I've dealt with this all my life. I craved attention like it was crack. I don't think you should feel ashamed for it. It is important for us to realize who we are and if you realize youre an attention whore then own it. If its something you don't want to be then work towards changing it. We are only who we choose to be :)

Do you think addiction is a disease or a choice? Just curious about people's view points :)

@emilyyyyy So ultimately they get to choose to continue the addiction or put efforts to change it, but mentally its a disease? is this what you mean or am I confused? 😂

Religious or not, what are your beliefs and values?

@Xavier enjoy my soul!

@linhaha life is tuff

@Harely-Quinn Thats a really difficult situation. Relationships can be hard and losing someone you love can really cut deep. Im not sure if anything I can say can help but if you would like advice or someone to talk to my chats are open! :)
For now I would say to focus on loving you (I know it sounds cliche, but I just went through this recently and it really helped me). Putting more time and care into yourself and providing yourself with self love will make you realize you dont need anyone else to love you-even if its someone you do love. Also when people talk shit, let them! Only you know who you are and when other people have mean things to say its usually because theyre insecure, its more pityful for them if anything else, trust. Drama between friends can also be pretty hard. If you are all good friends though Im sure talking things out or even just giving things time, everything will blow over in time. Still, my chats are open if you need someone! Im not a good texter but I will listen

@Greymatter Sounds like depression., slowly creeping in

@mikeJB I have almost all of these and I would say Hulu would be best.
BUUUTTT
I know youre looking for old school stuff but especially if you like true crime you should give tiger king a shot (its on Netflix though) I was hesitant about it first but its actually good. Its a good amount of funny, evil, true crime, etc. Im sure you would like it. :)
I think when it comes to shows Hulu has a good selection to choose from no matter what youre looking for. Netflix's good side is Netflix originals, it seems to be what they focus on the most now. Youtube TV acting is just.... not there. I dont think it will have what youre looking for. Sling is okay but you dont get to watch what you want to watch when you want to watch it and it messes up alot.
Hope this helps :)

@baldshinobi I always wanna die sometimes really resinates with me

@Apricot but if you didn't give a frick, it wouldn't be an insecurity right? 🤔

@emilyyyyy yeah theyre cute!

@mikeJB I agree! How sad we needed a pandemic to help some of us realize this. Even worse a lot of people still haven't reached this realization

I saw a show once where they say if you can share your worst baggage with someone and they can still accept you then the friendship that grows from there can only get better.
So lets hear your worst quality and accept it with open arms!
I'll start to break the ice- my worst quality is that I am very opinionated and consider my mentality "reformed". Im not good at explaining myself and getting people to understand me so often times I do and/or say things that other people can't understand why. It makes it hard for me to make friends and build strong relationships with others.
Whats your worst quality?

@GreyWind In my opinion, addiction has to be purely dependent. Mainly because its the synonym of it but also because I think to consider it an addiction the user must also experience withdrawals when not using/doing.

So what I am trying to say is habits can lead to addiction, since that is how they typically start, but that doesn't mean that habits do lead to addiction. You can do something everyday without being addicted to it, you might just enjoy doing it! :)

@emilyyyyy It's a great addiction to have when you're having fun and then get into a relationship and your partner finds it exciting until your partner is too tired to keep up 😂😂

@GreyWind yeah I believe so

@emilyyyyy Thank you, you seem cool too. My chats are always open if you want someone to talk to ! :)

@emilyyyyy One time a girl farted really loud during a lecture, her cam was off but everyone heard it 😂