Mourn her. Let everything you feel about her rise to the surface, and live in that moment. Cherish what you had together, and feel sad about how this will follow you for the rest of your life. But do not stop living. Let it crash into you like wave after wave, until eventually it feels gentler. You'll always live with this, and I'm sorry. Just don't let it rule you forever, take the time you need to heal.
With only 1 hour, you're facing a lot of issues in disposing of a body. Your best bet is build a super hot fire and burn it. If you had more time, you could heat a lye solution up to 300F and using an oil drum or something, and the body would dissolve, bone and all in about 3 hours (a common tactic Mexican drug gangs use)...
Drove through Browning,
East of Glacier
on the Blackfoot Reservation,
A place of no outward warmth
stands alone on the barren high plains
The twisted wreckage of a town,
built on the bones of broken promises
hope leans hard here,
harder than the telephone poles
matchstick effigies
The sky hangs low and gray,
pressing lazily against the town
where no one walks at dusk,
except to chance fate
or buy a lottery ticket at the grocery store
I saw a girl skipping around her backyard
filled with rusty wheel hubs,
she climbed up the unpainted fence
peering at the cars driving by
her hair wrapped around her face
@emilyyyyy are you a daughter-wife?
There's a difference between prejudice and racism - Prejudice is when you're treated with disdain by a group of people who are different than you, racism is when you are prejudiced but with the means to legally enforce your prejudices on that individual and the victim has little legal recourse.
Racism is far deeper than that - that is prejudice. Racism - or say, anti-semitism is when your prejudices have legal precedence and the victim cannot be guaranteed fair representation. So when we say There is systemic racism in America, we're not saying that all Americans are racist (on purpose), but that the legal system they're voting for continues to uphold laws which do not guarantee legal representation for all Americans.
my friend dated a guy for awhike, and he peed in the shower while they were showering together. The relationship didn't last long after that.
As a steadfast and stern Republican, I know a criminal when I see one - and mostly they've had had bad breath and spectacular dreads.
Both have advantages and disadvantages over each other - you can survive on the bare minimum with just sticks - everything from rudimentary tools, shelter, weaponry, and fuel source - which is something that have just rocks can't provide - if you have just rocks, everything becomes more complex - and permanent... but also, once mastered, more efficient. If everything you rely on depends on rocks, you can't just pick up and move - and for that simple reason, I have to go for sticks.
Life isn't supposed to be easy. You already exposed your problem, what do you think the solution is? (It's not going to be the answer you like)
Fuck. The next time you show your face, provide a warning!
... actually, you're pretty cute, no self-hatred.
Not pretending to be someone you envy? Priceless.
@insane-inside Could just be that you're not a very attractive sad muppet, without any discernible skills, or redeeming personality qualities that makes you eligible in the vast majority of women's eyes. The fact that you haven't seen this about yourself puts you into an even less enviable position, because you're beyond self deprecation, and you're less entertaining than a turnip.
@emilyyyyy are you a daughter-wife?
my friend dated a guy for awhike, and he peed in the shower while they were showering together. The relationship didn't last long after that.
Its a hive of scum and villainy, but it definitely exists. Also, careful what you look for - others might be looking at you.
I don't know why - since I can't really fathom "Omega" - I think sometimes 'it likes to observe itself' or maybe because there is something of a simplicity to it that we can't quite understand. There is such difficulty in knowing reality once you start asking questions - it can make you quite mad if you push too hard. I don't think you'll ever be satisfied by the answer when you ask a question of a God.
You think about things waaaaaaaayyy too much. Just do whats comfortable for you.
