hi. i too got broken up with a week back. we had a rough time but he said we can make it work and we were getting better until he came and broke up with me. it hurts very bad, so bad u just want to stop breathing and i know that feeling. i thought the breakup didn't have a big effect on me but the pain and hurt is kicking in now when i see him go out with our friends and be happy, smile and pretend like nothings wrong. i hate it and i hate that i feel this way. but i guess we can only heal if we get over this feeling. i hope you are better since its been 3 months since your breakup. best wishes. :)