Best posts made by A.le

@bushmurry well it's actually something I haven't even started, I've been thinking about this idea for a while and thought it could be a good compromise, as it wouldn't be physical or emotional (well just superficially) and that wouldn't mean I'll keep it secret forever....or maybe it might help me in becoming more "understanding" of my partner's feelings ...who knows? I just know that I love him but I know I have some needs to satisfy if I don't want to go crazy...

@bushmurry I do flirt innocently when I'm out (not with him of course), and I did get close to regrettable actions... But I do feel wrong, even if I've never done anything disrespectful to him I think... How did you break it up to yr partner? And how did she react to you flirting online? Does she know everything you do when flirting?

@bushmurry that's good, I'd love to have a relationship as open...I do share my secrets but he doesn't respond... I mean he doesn't mind (this is what he tells me), but he doesn't have the same desires, so that makes it difficult for me to "explore options"...He would feel awkward if he had to share me with someone else, even if it's just virtually. I guess with time we'll maybe find a way, I just have to be strong and patient.
@Lucifer_ When I said "innocently" I meant I've never actually got "physical" with anyone, but I did get close...

@lucifer_ we do use toys and did try role play... sex in different places (like parks or other public places, I actually love that), would like to try clubs but I guess I'm scared it might make things worse...oh and when I mentioned threesome I said we could try ffm first to see how we both feel about that...Shit, I feel like there's something wrong with me!

@lucifer_ thanks for your words ☺ I'm scared of fucking up our relationship, but I need more sexually and can't feel like a nympho for the rest of my life... I'm gonna end up cheating on him for sure if I don't find a way to make this work.

@ragnar-lothbrok oh I do open up and try to make him feel relaxed...believe me I'm pro communication and honesty but I just got to the conclusion that maybe he's just not as 'explorer' as I am when it comes to sex...which is a shame coz he's really good and I enjoy making love and everything we do, I just wish for that extra sparkle