I am 25 today. well shit, its more depressing now.

Can I voice my opinion? if so, having multiple wives in Islam is not frowned upon nor is it not - not permissible. But, its often times being used inappropriately where most men justify their actions of marrying multiple women that of Prophet Muhammed. When the Prophet himself used to have multiple wives for the sole purpose of giving them a home, a name, and respect. and also for relations. He only truly loved ONE wife and one wife only of his, who is Khadija. In this day and age, many misuses this Islamic rule for their own enjoyment when it is anything but.

Then ALLAH knows best.

I have an identical twin and we fight. a lot. all my life I have felt the ugly one, the shy one, the anti-social one. I feel like I did not have enough friends, as opposed to her, and I did not make enough memories.

Currently, we are fighting about who had more "friends" and she is making me feel like I had none, and no one cared about me. Basically, I did not exist or I was not loved. enough.

I am so tired and exhausted. It is mentally draining me and I feel like I am to blame for everything.

I just hate being me.

I need a friend to talk to :( can someone be that for me here..

Want to get to know new people :)

@Janet well it looks cool! I especially attract towards witty/humorous lead. I will surely check it out. Thanks!

Name a song that makes you feel alive, empowered, and fearless.

When you listen to it, you feel you can do anything.

Song+artist

Guys suggest to me your fav Spotify soundtrack for depressed, lonely, and sad people like me. Appreciate it <3

heyy mine is vanteindo ! u can check out my playlist if you like :)

im bored so...

Tell me something you hate about yourself. Could be anything, from appearance to personality trait.

@TM very well said. The question I asked is mostly stemming from my own self-war. I have been hating myself for these past months. From my appearance to my personality. I keep thinking and thinking about the things I did in the past, like was I ever present? Was I ever loved, or heard or seen? Was I the person I thought to be? I feel like I am losing my identity within myself. I am not confident, I never was, I am not pretty enough, I am not good enough. Thats what I think most of the time. The one thing I hate is other people asserting authority over me. I do not want that ever. So if I sense the slightest clue that that's whats happening I go wild. and then i feel guilty. I comfort myself and move on. But then it happens again. and again. its a loop of sadness and despair and anxiety. im so tired.

@Peek_A_Boo nah, they are far away.

@rehka I watched Sea of Love , its an Al Pacino movie haha

@rehka will do that exactly. thanks <3

@devilmoon thank u so much :)

I am 25 today. well shit, its more depressing now.

@ImRich it takes time to love oneself. and accept oneself. think of yourself as a petal that keeps on growing. You are more than your mere appearance. you are a bundle of vast creations and joy. learn to love yourself and everything will fall into it's place.

heyy mine is vanteindo ! u can check out my playlist if you like :)

Guys suggest to me your fav Spotify soundtrack for depressed, lonely, and sad people like me. Appreciate it <3

@4ndre pm?

I need a friend to talk to :( can someone be that for me here..

Want to get to know new people :)