... lets see, well, sometimes when im dreaming that im crying suddenly i felt im about half awake and realize i have tears when awaken.. and felt sad very sad heart broken and would take me awhile to stop crying. WEIRD.

. . . Daijuo

By your side - by SADE.

.. for me getting motivated is when you feel HAPPY.

No matter what it is, if your HAPPY you wanna do things.

The thing is for you to be HAPPY is to seek for it. Right? siGh 😑

SLEEPY.. and that's why you need to do things for you to find out right?

It wouldnt be easy, it would be gaining more efforts, struggles, puzzling time consuming wondering what is it that your looking for, but hey where's the fun in that if you wont have those right? Though its easy said than done, but hey thats just how it is i guess.

. . . Daijuo

Its not easy I tell you. But you can do something. It wont be easy nor painless because believe me, it will be more hard and difficult to face the facts. But hey, you just really have to be strong enough to pull yourself together at this point.
Do everything you can to win him back it doesnt matter if your doing it over and over, dont stop as long as his also giving in someway, meaning he still wants you to help him hang on for both of you, BUT, if you feel like your the only one doing the things for both of you, and yet your hurting at the same time, just keep doing it, over and over, (you may call out friends for support, that is a big help in this stage) that time will come to you, when you can say your tired and you couldnt feel any pain anymore. That would be the time that you can just walk away without care. That moving on is just right there. Youll be alright after all that. Im sorry for what happened to you. Hope youll end up happy whatever it is you feel like ending up and have a peace of mind.

I used to love watching the old days WWF.. and i am loving now the FORMULA F1 RACE now. (will ever love TENNIS forever)

TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED.

OMG! And i thought im the only one whos really into weird stuff.

Believe i bought lots of security cameras and installed it all over our house just for me to view the sky 24/7... and finally one night when i was just spotting my flashlight outside our lawn beside our coconut tree THERE a quickie view of something i spotted out of nowwhere FOR REALZ with the big black eyes staring at my flashlight and when i blinked, it was just gone. Like, i feel it was still there steadily invisible. I was shocked and amazed. Though I see most of my videos with flying things and I just cant seem to figure out why and what is happening really. 😶🙃

SLEEPY.. when doing so dont overthink that your doing something to get rid of something else because that would complicate even more.

Just do things whenever you feel like doing without any reason. Like, a sudden distraction i mean.

Or better yet, find strangers to talk to.
Go to a park. Do things you once like and maybe youll like it again. Stuff.

Go straight to the point. Tell her how you feel. And how she made you feel. Then ask her. Just make sure you are ready for what may come after.

SLEEPY.. and that's why you need to do things for you to find out right?

It wouldnt be easy, it would be gaining more efforts, struggles, puzzling time consuming wondering what is it that your looking for, but hey where's the fun in that if you wont have those right? Though its easy said than done, but hey thats just how it is i guess.

.. for me getting motivated is when you feel HAPPY.

No matter what it is, if your HAPPY you wanna do things.

The thing is for you to be HAPPY is to seek for it. Right? siGh 😑

By your side - by SADE.