Oh yes that feeling of getting ignored or going unnoticed. Yup had that trauma myself irl.
You know what, I never thought anything was wrong with me, I made a pact with myself that I am just not good at making friends or getting attention.
I stopped trying and somehow ignored the feeling of getting ignored. I stopped caring and things fell in place gradually.
Nah I am not advising you anything, just sharing my experience with you.
PS- that first part sounds like a rap if u try 😂