@blueorchid I am sorry to hear that and I think issue is with you for yourself thinking too much about negativity,. May be you took perticular moment personal not understanding it in Thier part !! u r looking at it in one side of it for your self being selfish may be you are seeking more attention which is unnecessary, who know but it's you feeling like abandoned .. take your parents go for counculling for sure you will clear you mind