@suniko Hi there. Thanks for your thoughtful comment. I dont know what will happen and how things will turn but I will try to make myself better and win her heart again later.
I dont give up that easily and I know what I have done wrong. Life is too long to be alone and worse, lose your soul mate. She still wants to talk to me and we"ll see how it will go.
Lately, it makes me sad when I hear such stories happening to other people and your story too. It's just crushing to see people suffer from love damn it.
Thanks again and cheers to our happinness!!!!