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I want to build a car. I've been into cars for quite a while and would love to have a car that I created. Not just build an existing car but design and make my own.

Honestly, I mean this in the most non depressing way but at this moment in my life, I could say that it's the most alone I've felt. It's like I have people around me some of the time but it almost feels like I'm always alone. It's a strange feeling, I used to be super social but life happens and the circle becomes tiny to the point where it's pretty much only close family that's around. I am still hopeful that one day things might change.

I believe that the spiritual is a separate thing from the physical much like emotions are not a physical thing. Let me explain, when we feel, it is not a physical thing. This is not something we can hold, or even see, just feel. I think the spiritual falls under a similar category.

@Belly0_0 Thank you :) yeah it will, that I am sure of I just gotta go with the flow for now if I've learned anything from life is that it will always come back up.

Okay so this could be paranormal or not, as long as it caused you fear, it counts.

For me it was a dream I had. This is how it happened, I was a kid, come home from soccer practice, it's late at night, and I am exhausted. I take a shower and go to my room to play some CoD, I go to bed around 8 because I was super tired. I almost instantly sleep. As soon as my eyes close the dream starts, I see a big field and a hot day with the sun above us, I see a man that looks like my dad but not exactly and we are just digging some ground and I had a kind of pick as I was making rows in the ground. In an instant I was in a different place that felt far from where I just was I felt scared and a little panicked and if that wasn't bad enough, it was night time and pitch black. Then I woke up and it was time for school. This felt like I skipped an entire night of sleep. Almost like a 5 minute nap but the clock didn't lie. I remember this dream in vivid detail, even after all this time I still do. About a year later, my family was at the table telling scary stories and my mom had mentioned that my dad had been kidnapped by witches when he was younger. My family owns a ranch and he said that when he was working at the field with his dad he had been transported away from the field. He said it felt like an instant change, a blink and poof in a different spot. To make matters worse it was pitch black out. I remember hearing this story and covering my ears because I really didn't want to hear it out of fear, I knew that the dream was that and it honest to God scared me so much. I had trouble sleeping after that because I was a terrified of that dream. My dad said that he just made his way back and my grandparents were worried and that they thought he wondered off during the day. I tried telling my dad about my dream some time after but he didn't believe me of course. That's been by far the scariest thing I've had happen to me.

TL;DR I had a scary dream when I was a kid and it was a actually a scary moment my dad had lived when he was a kid.

I'd recommend "Anthem" by Ayn Rand, it's about a dystopian future where everyone has the same name and they are not allowed to have choices or show emotions. It's a pretty good read and it's definitely one of my favorites. It has a similar feel to Orwell's "1984" if you have read that one. :)

@xoyee I have always been curious as to why these dreams happen. I can't imagine being in your place, that would definitely scar me for a really long time. I have a reoccurring dream of crashing in a white car and it scares me so much because I happen to drive a white car. Do you still have dreams like this? What was your most recent? I would love to read it! :)