Well... you do it all wrong,
I tried to suicide (don't know how many times). Now i am happy/ all things have change since then. Now I do all the thinks safe because i don't want to die.
To exit depression you need to live the present(1 year or 2) and don't think about your past and your future or some1 else.
All you need to do is to love yourself. For example to make yourself a good food.
Life is to nice after you will love yourself! i know that feeling plz don't suicide you will find reasons to live trust me

if you have a dick, you are not welcome here :)).
Just joking

Well... you do it all wrong,
I tried to suicide (don't know how many times). Now i am happy/ all things have change since then. Now I do all the thinks safe because i don't want to die.
To exit depression you need to live the present(1 year or 2) and don't think about your past and your future or some1 else.
All you need to do is to love yourself. For example to make yourself a good food.
Life is to nice after you will love yourself! i know that feeling plz don't suicide you will find reasons to live trust me