Posts made by s1man_passerby

Hello
I would like to

I'm among others, 19 Nov

Anyone would like to? I would prefer not to disclose my identity like name, country, age. I would not ask either. Just chat to keep in touch. Going through depression actually which I don't prefer to talk about at the beginning. But having a penfriend I guess might help for both of each other if you also going through hard times like myself, things you want to share but at the end no one out there to care about.

@jovan-jovanovic Thank you and appreciated but I don't have any story, neither I know if there was any

Someone lonely, wish to die or scream but can't do either

I wish Santa brings U the gift of never ending happiness this Christmas. May U & Ur family be blessed abundantly.

Thank you

@pinkiepie i guess

@pinkiepie I knew it wasn't

@pinkiepie Thunderstorm
hug is not required though

Looking for someone to talk with. If anyone interested, pm me.

let's but how would you like to do that?

@rubennotroben Thank you for your advises. You are kind.

Any of you like Japanese Samurai movie? May I request to suggest me some?
If you ask me, Yes I do, specially after watched these whole list of movies.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zatoichi
If you prefer YouTube, copy the name of the movie and search. Better to watch from the 1st one to fall in love with this blind character called "Zatoichi" - 2 or 3 movies will not be available on YouTube, you have to google them.

Feel like to write something or tell something by shouting though at the end I get nothing but I know there are things inside me aching all day long, everyday except only when I don't fall into sleep and I know I love to sleep because at that moment my head stops to function properly.....I'm tired, way too much but still have to carry on.

Do you know what is the most hardest & long lasting fight?
In my opinion it is the fight between our own-selves. A fight which starts from the beginning of our understanding between reality and the way we are and this fight has no ending as long as either you can accept the reality or the way you are yourself. Sometimes I wonder if this fight between my-selves will have ever ending or has to flee from myself if there is any way out. To be honest, I don't know because still I'm alive & breathing normally no matter how many cigarettes I smoke in a day.

@alwaysstranger nothing

anybody out there?

Another sleepless night in life turned into rainy morning doing nothing but sitting, laying, smoking, watching movies. Is there anything else you do at such as night when you don't find a single person to say you hi and ask how are you doing? - Never mind, I don't expect a reply from anyone though I've put this question on this category.

@erin You don't know about a thing unless you give a try. There is always tomorrow as long as you are alive and tomorrow stands for hope, hope to be changed present for something better outcome | Hopefully you will hold the courage to see that "tomorrow"