@McSlom i sometimes wish we had a little switch we can flip to switch feelings off.
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RE: Heart broken and gutted
@Karina-Kara I don’t know what to think. Sometimes I think well if it’s only going to last a short time then let him do and then work on our relationship. It’s hard when you have been waiting for someone to tell you they have feelings for you and then they tell you after they inform you they might see someone else.
Heart broken and gutted
He decided to inform me that I won’t be able to stay over for a little while. I asked why and he said he might be starting to see someone. As you can imagine it came as a bit of a shock. I’d already been drinking so I couldn’t leave. Any way I refused to talk to him about it all evening.
He knew I was upset.
Anyway we went to bed. Him being his usual loving self I said to him we won’t be the same now. Once I said that he opened up to me a lot. He’s had feelings for me since we went out on our first date and we kissed. He’s always wanted me and has worked so hard holding back. He’s been worried all this time that he would lose me because of his kinky side and how extreme it is. He says I’m perfect and he’s now so confused because he wants me. He reckons this relationship with this other girl wont last long and then things can go back to normal. He got quite upset saying he was gonna miss our nights together.
We were getting so close. I believed we were going to be together. Now I’m gutted