Right now, forget about your ambitions or future. Focus on the people you love and build upon that, which includes your friends and family. Learn to be closer with them, find someone you love even if platonically. If you have no one, start from the internet, you can find anyone, believe me. Once you have people that love and support you, then any ambition you have will improve ten times over because of the people that matter to you. And even if you don't have an ambition, then you will have love. At the end the day, that's what matters the most. I wish you all the best.

Right now, forget about your ambitions or future. Focus on the people you love and build upon that, which includes your friends and family. Learn to be closer with them, find someone you love even if platonically. If you have no one, start from the internet, you can find anyone, believe me. Once you have people that love and support you, then any ambition you have will improve ten times over because of the people that matter to you. And even if you don't have an ambition, then you will have love. At the end the day, that's what matters the most. I wish you all the best.