@Lemert I'm from the Us and let me tell you life can be a living hell. We all suffer so much pain and problems but for someone who has faced the scariest circumstances and overcame suicide, you come to a point where you are grateful for all the pain, because it makes you the person you are ment to be. But sometimes it catches up to youand you find that you are one of those people who smile the most and seem fine, but your not. Its true what they say, the person who smiles the most is the person who fought the toughest battles..