i dont know what you're going through, or why you're asking this, but i've asked myself that a lot, especially recently, and imma give you a straight up answer to the real question you're asking me:
you're gonna hear this a lot when you ask that, but i promise to you, i swear to you, you're gonna make it. you're gonna get through whatever it is you're going through. but looking up and asking that is giving into the death inside of you. look it in the face. tell it to piss off. and no, it ain't gonna just run away from you right there and leave you alone, but you gotta fight. every day. because in each person's life comes a time when you have to choose. choose between fighting and becoming something stronger, something more or giving in. discipline yourself, and i promise, i promise, and again, i promise, it'll be ok.