Hi Crystal! my name is Ian I am new to this site and noticed your post and wanted to say I feel you. Don't let the loneliness get to you there are many others out there who experience similar feelings at times including myself and it's never good to let those feelings take control of you. Anyway just wanted to say hello and let you know I understand you. :deer:

Ineffable - too great or extreme to be expressed or described in words.

I like it cause of it's antithetical nature. lol