i have been in the same situation you are in. I tried to take my life....and failed.
i just know that if you ended your life tomorrow, you would be hurting a lot of people. i cant change your mind. But hopefully the words you are reading, get to you. i may not know you at all, but i can tell you i would be missing you. hopefully i can help pursuade you. please know that you have a lot of people with you. ones you may not even consider, but they are. you have me. even if you dont want me. im here. thanks for reading.