The last time I remember feeling so low was when I was going through domestic violence. I have spent so many years loving someone and suddenly I'm not sure if that's over.
You ask me if I'm OK but the few times I've tried speaking its made it worse. Now I just don't know how to act around you or what to do for the best. How can you say you love me but be so hurtful in the way you act around me and towards me?

@GelatinousCat yeh bottling it up isn't good but sometimes you need an anonymous. Friends and family can't always understand or show support

@Pink-Angel yep I hear you. I am currently on here to chat in hopes of distracting myself so I don't do anything worse.

12 years spent with someone and its like their a stranger, I don't know if I I'm co.ing or going and I'm soo emotionally tired I feel weary in my bones and as though I just don't want to try anymore.