My dear do not base your happiness on someone else or their feelings towards you, love that only cocentrates on the body does not last, one day youre gonna find someone who's seeking for whats inside you rather than what is outside. Our bodies change with time but whats inside us remains, work on your inside starting with not depending on others to find happiness. Happiness is within. Remember character is what defines a person. While i understand we are social beings and we have emotional needs, peace of mind is more valuable than that. Keep yourself busy doing the things you love and being around people who build you. As time comes you'll find someone who accepts you as you are. But first it has to come from you. Someone also said if you don't like where you are then be where u wanna be.