I've just lost my virginity at the ripe age of 24.... and im not entirely sure how to feel? She is married but in an open relationship, as i have met her husband. She is wanting to have it become a regular thing after this fist time, but i still cant help but feel lost. If that makes any sense. I suppose the best way i can describe it is that it all just feel artificial. Dont get me wrong i enjoyed it but i just cant help but feel its not
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