Posts made by Emily

@sybariumy Totally agree with u, y u think its best?

Time to confess secrets girls and guys! Don't hide anything. As we all are strangers!

@sybariumy if u r really passionate u r making app for free?

@sybariumy u bet means. U r sure it is with phone gap?

I ma still co fused

@sybariumy r u currently using their android app ?

@kek it is good as its already like app. I like it. What about u?

@sybariumy what will u do and what the app will do? Tell details

@bobbys-noona u know u can upload mp3 files here too

What u mean? They already have app

@aldi-xanana day of judgement?

@rockymountai1 why??

@sybariumy thanks for agreeing ;)

@alwaysstranger no religion of the world is violent. U r crazy

Let's see which show is more popular here and who watches... Spoilers.

Looking for people from America

@kek Lol everoy1 knows that. but i try to b myself

@kek I actually did this.

I was planning on committing suicide and I made a bucket list of things I wanted to do the day before I died. I got through a lot of it.

Most of them actually involved food. I fuckin’ love eating. Went to my favorite fast food place, and my favorite coffee shop. I bought myself a $8 ice cream cone because fuck it, I’m gonna die.

I did not save money. I think I bought something, that was not cheap, but who cares? I have 10K in the bank and I’ll be dead soon. (I didn’t spend even a considerable amount of that money, because material possessions kind of became irrelevant.) I bought a couple gifts for my roommate, too.

There were a lot of things I did for the “last time.” Walk to my favorite park, hang out by the river and take in the view from a drawbridge (I wasn’t going to jump).

I also went through a kind of mourning process. I was sad that it was the last time I’d get lunch at my university market. Never walk through those doors again. As I texted my two best friends, I regretted that I wouldn’t be able to receive their messages anymore. I sent a lot of hearts and smiley faces, and reread old texts.

I messaged my parents, told them I loved them and generally acted like I wasn’t supposed to die the next day. I wanted my friends and family to remember me as a happy person.

If I remember correctly, I even went to some of my classes. It was a weight off my shoulders to be able to go to class without the pressure of grades riding on me, and I kind of enjoyed the learning. Although it was disturbing being in a room of people who had no idea I wouldn’t be coming back.

Obviously I didn’t kill myself. I didn’t even end up attempting (shit went down). But I had thought I was going to die. And the experience afterwards was surreal: doing things, seeing things, and talking to people—I thought I would never do them again. I had mourned them but I got them back.

For all that it’s worth, I have had only 24 hours before dying. I just happened to live to write about it.

[This was fictional] Dont try this at home.

@sybariumy thank you

@sybariumy I don't understand exactly can you explain please