Hello Alex, I want you to know that you can do your dream and make it reality. Never give up on it because it will sure as heck try to give up on you initially. Keep with it and you will find a pleasure in it that is worth a lifetime.

As for being loved, I can relate. Know this to, it takes love for love to exist. Keep you heart vigilant and do not let scars steal the youthful heart of love. You will find it.... even if it feels like you won't. Keep fighting on Alex. Have a great day/night as well.

A wise man would say all promises are made to be broken, same as every life is to end.... but the fools who live with the reckless and young hearts say promises are eternal, and do so with a smile.

Be either snail in the shell, locked in safe darkness till the end takes you, or the slug willing to see the light of the world at the risk of it ending at any time in darkness. One would say they are the same conclusion.... others disagree. I find myself wanting to be on the side of youthful optimism and say they are for keeps. May my scars never stop me from being young.

It is not a new topic and this was made with haste. Forgive the weakness... perhaps we can turn it positive.

Sitting here, not much time to my consciousness, feeling rather empty and figured listening or being listened to would do some good for me and others.