I recently realized I got this belief system in me that practically says I only need to present the best version of myself, and it is a constant process of being good enough and a perfectionist.
To be fair it is very tiring, and a very lonely process on which I am holding all the responsibility and trusting nobody on helping me achieve my goals or showing how I am actually doing. It really prevents me from accessing my blindspots and from being happy sometimes, holding me back in a very unhappy place of constant loneliness.
I am working on it, but hey changing a belief system is not easy, yet not impossibleeee!
Let's see if there are less serious stuff out there hahaha

@underpaid-FB-emloyee same same, engineering thooooo

I recently realized I got this belief system in me that practically says I only need to present the best version of myself, and it is a constant process of being good enough and a perfectionist.
To be fair it is very tiring, and a very lonely process on which I am holding all the responsibility and trusting nobody on helping me achieve my goals or showing how I am actually doing. It really prevents me from accessing my blindspots and from being happy sometimes, holding me back in a very unhappy place of constant loneliness.
I am working on it, but hey changing a belief system is not easy, yet not impossibleeee!
Let's see if there are less serious stuff out there hahaha