@evan-elderson hi. Its so interesting to hear you speak like that. Im also married, f, trying to stay married. Trying to Keep myself in the marriage, as we have kids and divorce would be hard.. I owe it to mt kids to try to give them the best life i can.. but i feel so stuck personally and i feel like personally i have very few motivation to keep the relationship. And thats what the relationship is.. work.. if you ever wanna talk.. im around we can share ideas. Id love to pick your brain

@evan-elderson coming from a wife forgiving and trying to forget atrocities. Its very hard to look at the husband and not see the hurtful things, not remember the acts the words.. even when you try. In my case its very hard to open myself again once i keep getting hurt and keep dealing with hurtful situations over and over for over 8 yes even when he has promised to change and work on himself

@evan-elderson coming from a wife forgiving and trying to forget atrocities. Its very hard to look at the husband and not see the hurtful things, not remember the acts the words.. even when you try. In my case its very hard to open myself again once i keep getting hurt and keep dealing with hurtful situations over and over for over 8 yes even when he has promised to change and work on himself

@evan-elderson hi. Its so interesting to hear you speak like that. Im also married, f, trying to stay married. Trying to Keep myself in the marriage, as we have kids and divorce would be hard.. I owe it to mt kids to try to give them the best life i can.. but i feel so stuck personally and i feel like personally i have very few motivation to keep the relationship. And thats what the relationship is.. work.. if you ever wanna talk.. im around we can share ideas. Id love to pick your brain