I'm just kind of surfing the internet for answers to this question and getting mixed responses. Tbh I have no idea what to write here.
I'm a student. Every day I go to school and get harassed for unknown reasons. Stuff thrown at me, getting screamed at to shut up when I answer questions, getting locked out of rooms, etc. Kind of like the stuff you see in those cheesy anti-bullying PSAs.
I've had a majority of my friends leave me right after the passing of my dad a couple months back. I know grief can change you but I don't know if it's changed me so terribly that people leave and current friends don't want to hang out with you.
Besides all that though, I'm an artist. I love theatre and painting. I love cats and horror. Goth fashion and music. Some of my favorite artists are Hozier, Ghost, and Alt-J. I like reading and writing too.
Feel free to ask me more questions. I just feel like how I'm treated by others, including my own family, I'm a horrible person who deserves all of this. All of the torment and harassment, not deserving of a normal life.