Im suicidal .. recently i left islam .. i dont believe anymore .. also i left my family cuz they would have killed me .. I'm all alone .. i have some money that will keep me alive for a couple of months .. i feel destroyed and dont have any desires for anything any more .. as i cant even make the money to live .. i have internet connection and laptop .. i need a way to make money online as there r no jobs in here .. in Egypt .. i thought about uploading porn .. but No not doing this .. i think there r better ways .. but only if i know how .. can anyone help me ? .. i need only 200$ a month .. i will work hard to get them .. but how ??

Im suicidal .. recently i left islam .. i dont believe anymore .. also i left my family cuz they would have killed me .. I'm all alone .. i have some money that will keep me alive for a couple of months .. i feel destroyed and dont have any desires for anything any more .. as i cant even make the money to live .. i have internet connection and laptop .. i need a way to make money online as there r no jobs in here .. in Egypt .. i thought about uploading porn .. but No not doing this .. i think there r better ways .. but only if i know how .. can anyone help me ? .. i need only 200$ a month .. i will work hard to get them .. but how ??

Im suicidal .. recently i left islam .. i dont believe anymore .. also i left my family cuz they would have killed me .. I'm all alone .. i have some money that will keep me alive for a couple of months .. i feel destroyed and dont have any desires for anything any more .. as i cant even make the money to live .. i have internet connection and laptop .. i need a way to make money online as there r no jobs in here .. in Egypt .. i thought about uploading porn .. but No not doing this .. i think there r better ways .. but only if i know how .. can anyone help me ? .. i need only 200$ a month .. i will work hard to get them .. but how ??