@girltochat you don't have to do that because there is someone who truly trust and believe in you, He cares so much about, He is ready to bear your burdens, He want you to lean on.
He want you to come to Him, Jesus Christ died for to live, He as paid all the price for sin. If you will come to Him, He will give you your desure Rest. Jesus Christ LOVE you. Don't Give up now