why are you asking random strangers for advice... speak with your mother, she knows best. you are young do not make a mistake that will hunt you later in life.

I died once, I got better... it was a scuba accident. I literally died. I was betrayed, died figuratively... I never got better. the pain of drowning was harsh but over time the memory of it was not that bad... but the betrayal? Never gets better. It changed me.

I died once, I got better... it was a scuba accident. I literally died. I was betrayed, died figuratively... I never got better. the pain of drowning was harsh but over time the memory of it was not that bad... but the betrayal? Never gets better. It changed me.

...both.

why are you asking random strangers for advice... speak with your mother, she knows best. you are young do not make a mistake that will hunt you later in life.