I want to know what kind of love did i give to someone, like i want to stay with her but it's just wrong to be with her but it feels right when I'm with her. Maybe wrong because I'm a girl and she's a girl. Now, I really don't know if I really love her because I made a mistake. I slept with another man. But if you ask me why I do that because I want to know myself. I want to know what I really am.