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@Janet I am thankful for my friends, family, safety, comfort that I'm given and all the love I receive. Especially for today that I got to live a moment that I can never forget and I'm so happy I got to live that and see her smiling after a long time. Rest you know it. I'm also thankful to you. For being there at my hard time and comforting me. ❤❤

How does music make you feel , what does it mean to you? Name the songs which sometimes might break you down and also name some songs that keep you Happy :D

@Janet Happy New Year Jan!!!!! :) <3 what do you think is this new year gonna be good? like new changes or sumn. for me im glad abt certain things and also now i have you wit me thru this new year!!!!

I couldn't help myself post it but today i saw a cutest thing in my garden. Knowing Janet loves cats , she is the first person i shared it wit. I like her cat , she seems loyal and loving and yes a queen. There was golden ish cat on the wall who saw these 2 for 3 mins and went back to the plot. I'm jus thinkin if he got cheated on or jus needs a company lol but they're too cute!
Tell me if u remember seeing such cute animals being bubbly!

@Silly_Na Thank you Jaanu❤🍻 And YES I will share! Get me pizza first. Cake is yours😏

@wtfjudith it's beautiful!!! The video was hilarious lol. The bird's really pretty and what u did for it is wholesome. This post literally made my day. You both are lovely!!!

@Janet Thank you so much Janet!!! ❤❤🍻🍻 I wish you me and silly could party alll day long and go crazy!!!! Thank you so much My Jaan!!!

My biggest fantasy would be... going on a trip or jus meeting my online friends. i even had a dream about it once and then i slept again and again to continue it. (if on TWS , id like to be on a trip wit Silly , Jan and Axes ) My online friends are far better than anything and doesnt matter if im angry or anything i always go to them and theyre there for me ❤. as for my biggest fear , it will be losing my dogs and my best friends. it will be really heartbreaking and something i wouldnt want to imagine about it a lot. I love love love adventures so i would love to be on an adventure wit my friends. thats my biggest fantasy and my fear.
Whats yours?

@cereal_ lmao i make soooo many scribbles. and your parrots are jus as cool as you are. and thanks realsies <3

@morf Lmao I already posted but let's wish again after all it's gaedom's birthhhhdayyyyyyyy.
Happy Birthday Bodom!!!!!!!!! Have a wonderful dayyyy and eat lots of garlic bread and pizzas!!!!!! 🍻🍻🎂❤CHEERS TO YOU BRO!!!!

What do you usually do when you wake up immediately from a bad dream and what have been your worst dreams
I just woke up from a bad dream again and it's been happening to me this year a lot as compared to previous years whatsoever.
It might sound not so scary in general but it was kinda like vampire diaries lol. I love the series, I'm not afraid the series tho. But it was like my 2 friends turned into a vampire and i didn't know that zi saw the red lines running on their face and they tryna change the topic. I feared that I can't bring it up or control my emotions into calmness or something otherwise obv they might turn me. Turns out they were still friends and told me to run away. So we did. The entire school got empty and climbed in onto the buses as much. There was a literally huge terror created and for real I didn't think I'd get afraid of this cuz I love vamps and vampire diaries, seems like I been watching too much of it lol. But just this dream woke me up bad. We got to the bus and others screaming cuz they were behind us. The more we kept going the buses literally flying like Ron's car over the school just to see the case and there were like very few dead bodies draining blood and the vampires running while drinking their blood and ALMOST one vamp guy saw me and I just suddenly woke up.

Typing rn eases it out and doesn't make it that scary to me either rn lol but yeah. I've had many bad ones which do sound like bad ones for example my hand was cut and I was looking at my hand so chill with it bleeding but then I saw a massacre and that woke me up. Few were really bad and woke me with a terror and rarely running out of breathe so deep breath calmed me a bit.

Idk what to usually do in such situations but I just get online here cuz I know I have a few friends I'd text to and then feel a bit okay. Other than that I can't think of at the right moment what to do. And i woke up at legit 3:09 which then reminded me of the time of The Nun, Valak which is 3:07 ffs😭😭

How do you handle yourself in such situations and are you able to get back to sleep later or sooner?

@Slinky-3 calm your gand down

@Darling-bunny for me, saying it back that I love you too Only when you don't mean it. Or else 'oh.. Good to know', 'lol okay'. 😂Or I jus say get lost or c ya!

@Its_me_Layla wow thats dope asf! im sure as hell gon go wit 2nd one and a vamp one!! wow awesome

So i was thinkin that are real life friends better or virtual friends? or both?? well finding a true friendship these days is super tuff. Best Friend is someone who knows you well , wit whom u can be ur real self , whose there for you at all times , who is there to handle all your mood swings , who is always honest , who can carry all your secrets , u can spill ur guts to, laugh together wit , wit whom u can have deep conversations wit ,Man i love deep conversations. whom u love and love spendin time wit. for me an extra point - love love love listenin songs wit. Real life or virtual...both can be backstabbing , a different person u don't expect in a cover. Online can be a catfish too hopefully that didnt happen to me cuz i can figure out. Real life friends u can ofc play wit em and everythin. Online jus not about the physical contact when u might need a hug. which is y some of us go hugggssss lol. My online friends are jus as real to me so i consider them more of real than online. who knew one person all the way on the other side of earth or maybe in same country but jus from another state could mean so so much to you? my online friends get me way better than my real ones. why do the best ones stay far away was sumn i was searchin up on few days ago. we all want someone real. mutually in a way so that if ur openin up they open up too. ur real u expect same. whats ur thought? both or one of em? to me , both. jus a lil more online. PS im here for all whoever has a prob and need someone to talk to. but my besties still come on top😂cuz they have the high stand in my life so none can cross them.

@WtfDeckoFalls Happy birthday belated Decloo!!!!

@Raye I can't think rn of anything I would want to change cuz some people think i have an attitude. Well the 'attitude' that I have, I wouldn't lose it. I earned it in me wit lot of things I know I went thru. I still would want to stop overthinking and stop being anxious which rare times lead me to something stupid... So yeah I keep myself busy in music which keeps me strong and going. Raye, you too girl. You know you're really strong and I always say u have that fire in u. You're gonna conquer ur insecurities too. 🔥❤

@Its_me_Layla impossible. That drama I don't believe it -_- stap playin McAllister. Is golden and white.

@The-Mods I was jus abt to sleep then I swore I heard a bubble and was like oh a notification probably. It was u. Lol. Happy new year to u too!