I just dont see the light on the end of the tunnel, having only missery in My life hsnt let me seen the good things.

Well you could think of it like shes a golddigger, she doesnt give back the emotions You give her, she never truly cared about anything else than status and money, think of those things and honestly just ask yourself, is it really worth it to get sad over a girl like her? Should i be the one hurting cus of her manipulative and greedy personality? One day karma will bite her hard in the ass for using people for her own advantages, you Will find a girl that will be 100 times better than her sooner or later.

I guess you could look at it that way, too bad i dont have any blessings in my life but trying to help other people while im down is something i hvnt tried so i might aswell give it a shot. Thanks for the words.

I gotta muster up the courage to go out and check My apartment ill come back soon, wish me luck..

Thanks for the kind words and taking your time to write ill make sure to go and watch his lectures after my shower. So what is a ''passion project'' if you dont mind me asking

After finally finding the courage to go out of My bedroom i found out that My light is off, in really freaking out..

Your right if i could go out of my bedroom to check my hall i can go to the kitchen what harm could it do.

As it the title says i just heard someone take a step outside my door and i live alone.

Whats 911 gonna do come here check every corner of my apartment and tell me that im imagining things? I cant call my parents my dad gets up at 8 in the morning and its 3am here. I cant just wake him up, my mom doesnt have a phone that supports apps, and i dont own a phone.

Oh no oh no oh no i think i hear someone pacing back and forth outside my bedroom door

I went out to the kitchen and everything seemed normal every cabinet was closed so i decided to head back to the room and report my findings. Thats when the cabinet over My refrigaritor opened slowly and i got the biggest chills i think ive gotten in my life, i ran back to my room and locked my bedroom door. Im sweating from Panic right now. what should i even do to stop this?..

Your right if i could go out of my bedroom to check my hall i can go to the kitchen what harm could it do.

I think i just heard a thump from my kitchen, it almost sounded like someone shutting one of my cabinets, i honestly dont know what to do right now. Also thanks to the people staying with me this far in this ordeal.

After finally finding the courage to go out of My bedroom i found out that My light is off, in really freaking out..

I gotta muster up the courage to go out and check My apartment ill come back soon, wish me luck..

@hugoo99 i hope this is my imagination i really do

Im sure that no one has broken in as i live on the fifth floor of a apartment complex, i just think i heard a light turning off in the hall outside my bedroom.

Im too scared to check what should i do?