I'm really starting to worry now, I feel like something horrible has happened to you... We need to talk, please, I hope you see this message soon....I love you and I'm afriad that I may never see you again.
If nothing horrible has happened, and turns out that you just need a break or you're leaving me, then I can understand that, but all I'm asking for is an explanation, I need closure....
Remember that day you told me that you would NEVER do anything to hurt me? I can't say it's true because right now I'm experiencing the worst kind of pain, something I've never felt before.
This pain is even worse than the pain I encountered when we lost connection for a whole year...No, this is worse because you completely blocked me from every social media platform we had to communicate, without even the slightest good bye or reasoning....so this is the last place I have to reach out to you....
What happened? Why won't you tell me? You didn't even sound upset the last time we talked, so I don't understand...
I remember the last thing we talked about, I was telling you about the hardship I just faced, and you told me that you were gonna cheer me up after you finished something right?
And you know the drill already, my parents always ruin shit for us, so I had to leave, but when I came back, Discord alerted me that I could no longer send you messages because either you unfriended me, or you blocked me.
But the thing that kills me the most, is that it's showing that you're online, but yet, no response....
Please, Anton, I beg of you, for old time sake, at least give me some clues of what happened to you, I need closure, without it, I feel like I may hurt myself, because I feel like you're mad at me, and that makes me hate myself...
The last thing I ever wanted was to make you hate me or hurt you in any way.
You mean EVERYTHING to me, more than words can explain. There's no point in living without you in my life, you kept me sane....
I'll wait for you, I don't care how long, I WILL wait for you, I will never give up until we can reunite...
I love you Anton, please, I hope you see this VERY soon...
I will do everything in my will to reach out to you....