It says goodorbad
Is there a really good reason to live
It's nope to me :/
Oh course to meet and explore this gorgeous world
@milesprince well i just give up on it
@erin cmon a young beautiful girl like yourself cant just give up.
Don't give up. Like the other dude said, explore it. Dreams are realities that haven't happened yet.
@milesprince I am far from any of that. the complete opposite actually. i almost can't take anything anymore
@limey other ppl have perfect lives so they wouldn't get it
@erin Your right I may not know what your feeling but it hurts me deeply to see this at all. Tell me if you want what do you want the most right now?
@erin I can tell you right now my life was never perfect. Still isn't. But, I found my safe place and I'm happy. Find that and build from there
@milesprince me to die.
@limey that's the problem i have nothing happy in my life nothing to look forward to no one to look forward to. i'm nowhere right now
@erin Been there. Sometimes you have to stand still and let the world keep on running. Catch your breath.
@limey exactly what i DONT know how to do
@erin Stop trying to keep on running with the rest of the world. Stop pretending everything is ok. Let it out. Scream. Cry. Release how you feel. Being on here is a good start. Do it in real life too.
@limey also being hurt by someone on here did me in too this website has some ppl that have deceived me and it hurt. so it's not just my offline life
@erin Look, you may think I'm just on more that's here to tell you that you should not suicide because lofe os beautiful or worth living
But I'm not
Actually, I have nothing against suicide
Having the will, and much more importantly, the freedom of choosing your death is a privilege for few. And I intend to walk this road myself oe day
But only when I feel I've done enough
Don't get me wrong, people are never satisfied with life, there's always something left to do, a new experience to try, and it's impossible to have everything
I'm not here to stop you
I am here to make sure you're doing the right decision
Suicide must come in a time of fulfillment, when you know you the life you lived and are happy with, and not in a time of grief and suffering
Isn't there anything left for to do?
Any dream for you to accomplish?
Any moon to dance beneath?
Any food you wanted to eat?
Any place you would like to go?
And most important of all:
Is this a good ending for your story?
For it is YOUR story, and have to go the way you want
Don't you want to see what type of person will you become?
If you're good with of that, I say: go ahead
If not I have a suggestion for you:
Don't you wanna talk a little about what's happening with you?
Don't you wanna to say everything to a person you don't care about (so it will have no consequences in your life)?
Don't you wanna live a little more?
@erin These websites will do it. They see a weakness or an opportunity and pretend to be what you want. I met someone on KIK who shared my info with gay websites the whole nine yards. Protect yourself and be selective about the people you talk to. I don't mean not chat with ANYONE, but be aware people are not all like you or me.
@vinyt i can't explain the way i want it i want to be happy with my decision i choose and i feel like i will be better off
@limey this person made me think that they cared and then i find out other stuff they've been doing behind my back. so now i feel like i can't trust anybody well i already didn't trust anybody cuz all i do is get stabbed in the back but this just proves my point
@erin This person is selfish. They were using you. There is a lot of them out there. I've pretty much given up myself. I'm on here just to chat and mingle around.. Be friendly, like them, but keep them at a distance.