@Rebel_Cute That's a cry for help. I truly hope you seek medical help as you clearly require it. You should stop cutting yourself. I know easier said than done. But try and find yourself some help before it gets out of hand. I could be wrong but I doubt someone made you carve a A on your arem as there is old cut marks underneath the A. This is very sad that you feel the need to cut yourself for what ever reason. Have a good one and be safe. All the best for you in your future