@The-Joker , s Being gloomy doomy and low in energy vibrating in clutter ,do not make sense, for all the moment and there is nothing exist that you.
it's s experience what you are in I can say i have experienced darkness for myself and was in deep down dungeon ,it's really good to stay in darkness hi t thought me lot ,quick and fast.
Untill I faced one i never could see light nor I could appreciate it how beautiful and wonderful things can do it .all I could say I should be aware and concious about my own darkness.. living in shadow, messed up it is , there no understanding about light or dark just illusion or imagining reality in my brain making to Believe myself that "I know all of it ".