Friends are something that an average person needs. Humans are just made that way. But I think it's not correct to think that friends can fix everything, as well as that friends will stay in your life forever. Throughout life you will meet dozens of people and make many friends. But only one or two out of hundreds will be something you may call a "real friend". That's if you are lucky enough to meed someone with similar mindset and values that you have. People you call 'friends' will walk out of your life for different reasons (they may be insignificant or important) and will stay with you for different amounts of time. That's why I think that it's better if you put yourself/your life/feelings first most of the times when it comes to your friends. You can stay in a really good relationship with them even if you don't always put them first or give all of yourself into these relationships. Because each one of us have their own lifes to take care of. Those people who will want to stay with you and will understand you/love you - will stay. And those who don't - won't. Whatever you do for them. It depends on the mindset of the other party. Loving, helping, caring for your friends is great, but if you put them above other important things like yourself, then they will get used to it. And most people won't do the same for you or will try to use your love for their own emotional self-satisfaction. That's just how it is. So I think you just need to do everything in moderation and state values right in life.
What makes you uneasy?
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Is there something that makes you feel stressed, nervous, uncomfortable or just uneasy? Do you know why?
I'm asking this because of a girl yelling on her phone outside my current class. It's making me feel like a nervous wreck. GrEaT TiMinG ToO, I HaVe aN ExAm rIgHt NoW. I guess the reason is my disorder, I've been terrified of loud noises since i was born.
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@RussianBlue metal forks scraping glass or ceramic plates 😂
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@idek2019 While we're on it, fingernails on chalkboard.
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@AllAboutGay You know what, i have no idea the heck i just read but thank you for posting this. 10/10
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@RussianBlue ending of The girl who leapt through time......somehow
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@RussianBlue
random strangers making eye contact with me is something that makes me generally uncomfortable -
No problem to me....i always have my head low😅
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To answer your question, there is something that makes me feel very uneasy like a fish out of water, struggling to breathe in an environment that I am not quite adaptable in. It’s called anxiety and like many others who have fallen prey to her, I’ve began to question in the form of a parable whether I am my disorder or if my disorder is me, the real me. My characterized fear of people and crowed places, is it irrational, maybe, is the desensitized stares I get when I go places from those who desire me, maybe. Those that don't know me, and those who question the morality and motives of me, maybe. My desire to stab people in the neck when they breathe on me . . . now that may just in fact be the real me.
it is hard to depict what anxiety really does to me, so I've taken the moment to reflect on past and present and provide a description:She came to me in the darkness, her hair a tangled mane, the color of midnight, flared out and cascading down her back. She was ghastly pale, her eyes black and voided of emotion. She stepped closer her body illuminated by the moonlight creeping in from my bedroom window. It was starting again. I should be use to this by now but I still panicked desperately trying to tear myself away from the sweat filled sheets. I couldn’t move. My body felt heavy almost as if water was filling my lungs. I struggled gasping for air my eyes stinging with tears as they darted back to the figure, her lips curled into a sinister smile. I could not escape her. She whispered her voice sweet yet so sinful,
"Je suis anxieux."
"I am anxiety." -
My own delusional thoughts
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@EstheticAntler wow
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@Eye I'm very honest.
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people smiling for no reason
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@Spooking47 I can definitely agree, that is scary.
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@EstheticAntler you should write novels or something